back on the vent

Rosie had to go back on the vent today she either just got tired or she has an underlying infection which they are testing her for now. If no results come back she may have to have a full workup and that would include looking at the fluid in her lungs and doing a spinal tap. She had no spells just a low blood gas. Today Momma is feeling a little cough coming on and it may be a cold so we are spending some time at RMH today and may go home for the night. Not sure yet it depends on the test results.

I really hate to leave!! I really hate not knowing what our future is going to be. I cant control the outcome of this situation and its the worse feeling in the world.